Moving active notes to trashcan on macbook

I just started Obsidian a fee weeks ago and use it for live typing with online rpg sessions.

Yesterday and the day before my note got moved to the trashcan. It just „disappeared“.

I sync via icloud with my iphone and my work macbook.

Is there a sync option that changed? Because it never happened before.

Sorry for the question, I am a complete newbie.

Things I have tried

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